Got Faith?

The righteous shall live by his faith. Habakkuk 2:4b

For in it the righteousness of God is revealed from faith to faith; as it is written, “BUT THE RIGHTEOUS man SHALL LIVE BY FAITH.” Romans 1:17 NASB

For we walk by faith, not by sight. 2 Corinthians 5:7 ESV

“But my righteous one will live by faith. And I take no pleasure in the one who shrinks back.” Hebrews 10:38 NIV

“The righteous shall live by faith.” Galatians 3:11 ESV

There we were, standing quietly and waiting at the front of the church, near the front row of seats. Our small circle was there to pray for others from the congregation, but no one stepped out that day, so we were left to ourselves. After several minutes, someone innocently asked if any of us had a prayer request. Immediately, and almost involuntarily, words spilled out of my mouth about a years-long trial that sometimes brings me to my literal knees in emotional heartache. Though giving only a few details, just speaking the words out loud was enough to create a lump in my throat and my eyes to well with tears, threatening to keep me from speaking. (As a side note, why are we so reluctant to admit our real-life needs or pain or hot-mess situations to our brothers and sister in Christ?)

From the expression on the faces of those in our tight circle, I could see this was not what they were expecting to hear. This was no “easy” request for healing of a bad back or enough money for the month. (Though I have definitely had my share of those!). No. This was a request that would require not only a miracle, but the ability to patiently endure as I trusted in God’s character and faithfulness. Leaving the outcome in His hands.

After the collective (quiet) gasps, each lifted my request before the Father, and then to my surprise, a fellow-prayer was suddenly willing to share her own agonizing and miracle-requiring request. That’s when I knew why the Lord has allowed me to be so vulnerable about my own heartache.

Having no intention of sharing my own painful need, I now understood why the almost involuntary spillage of my deeply personal and agonizing request came tumbling out. We each continued on praying for one another, lifting impossibilities to our sovereign God who alone performs miracles. Who alone holds the future in His hands. Come what may, we will, by His grace walk, by faith and trust Him. Not for a particular outcome, but to simply trust Him, whatever the outcome. He is good and He is faithful.

We walked away that morning with a greater depth of compassion for each other, and the comradery of walking by faith in our faithful God, in the rubber-meets-the-road realities of life.

“God is too good to be unkind and He is too wise to be mistaken. And when we cannot trace His hand, we must trust His heart.” – C.H. Spurgeon

What about you? Is there a trial or circumstance that causes you to lose faith? To grow weary? To walk by sight? This is your reminder that He has not forgotten you. “He who formed the ear, does He not hear?” Call out to Him (and possibly share with a trusted friend). Have faith in our faithful God.

Father God, I know You are good and You are faithful, but sometimes the challenges we walk through threaten to eclipse that truth. Pain can so easily blind us. Please help us to trust that You are at work, even when we cannot see Your hand. We love You and praise You, In Jesus’ mighty name, Amen.

Written by Becky White for the Lord Jesus

faith; πίστεως (pisteōs)

Noun – Genitive Feminine Singular

Strong’s 4102: Faith, belief, trust, confidence; fidelity, faithfulness.

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Audio Only – Montage of thoughts on suffering

An audio only, short montage of thoughts on the topic of suffering.

Though it’s totally unscripted and not at all polished, I pray you hear real life thoughts on God’s Word and how to authentically apply it to our lives.

In His service, Becky White

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Don’t Forget to Remember

They did not remember the multitude of Your mercies, But rebelled by the sea—the Red Sea…

They soon forgot His works; They did not wait for His counsel, But lusted exceedingly in the wilderness,

And tested God in the desert.

Psalm 106: 7b and 13-14 NKJV

Though I’ve only seen the Red Sea in pictures and I’ve never been to an actual desert, I have been confronted with impassable seas of real-life trials and desert seasons with no end in sight. And if I’m honest, just like the Israelites, I often rebelled and complained all along the way. And maybe worst of all, I forgot the God who delivered me from previous Red Sea impossibilities and carried me through parched desert seasons. Maybe you have too.

I have faced the Red Sea of total financial collapse, of divorce, of burying two of my precious children, the gut-punch pain of betrayal and childhood trauma. I’m sure most reading these words have faced similar Red Sea scenarios. I’ve also walked through desert seasons of loneliness, depression, of feeling forgotten and the ache of regret. Though there’s nothing we can do (in most cases) to stop such challenges from showing up at our front door, we do have a choice about how we respond when they show up.

In our humanness, our first reaction may be to fall to the floor from the gut-punch pain. But once we’ve absorbed the shock, we have a choice to make. I have a choice to make. It’s then that He calls us to remember that He is the same God today as He was before the life-altering phone call. Before the devastating news or sting of painful memories. We dare not allow our circumstances to speak louder than our God, and His Word.  And, if you’ve lived long enough, recall to mind your very own personal experiences of His strength, grace and faithfulness. He has promised never to leave or forsake us. Our particular trial is not the one exception.

“We can stand affliction better than we can prosperity, for in prosperity we forget God.” – Dwight L. Moody

Let’s pray

Father God, help me remember Who You are, what You have done and that I am never alone. You will faithfully walk Your children through every season of life. In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.

Written by Becky White for the Lord Jesus

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Lord, If You Had Been Here…

The sisters sent word to Jesus saying, “Lord, behold, he whom You love is sick.” John 11:3

Now Jesus loved Martha and her sister and Lazarus. So when He heard that he was sick, He then stayed two days longer in the place where He was. John 11: 5-6

Martha therefore, when she heard that Jesus was coming, went to meet Him, but Mary stayed at the house. Martha then said to Jesus, “Lord, if You had been here, my brother would not have died.” John 11:20-21

When Mary came where Jesus was, she saw Him, and fell at His feet, saying to Him, “Lord, if You had been here, my brother would not have died.” John 11:32

Jesus cried out with a loud voice, “Lazarus, come forth.” The man who had died came forth, bound hand and foot with wrappings, and his face was wrapped around with a cloth. Jesus said to them, “Unbind him, and let him go.” John 11:43-44

If you’ve never read the Biblical account of Lazarus (or it’s been a while), grab a cup of coffee, open your Bible to John 11, and prepare for emotional whiplash. And questions. Lots of questions, and possibly a whole new perspective on the “dead” things of your life.

Let’s take a look at the cliff-note version. Jesus, given news that a friend, whom He loved, was near death, chose to wait two days before even beginning the long journey to see him. In fact, the Word tells us that because of Jesus’ love, He purposefully waited. Waited while the sisters, who had sent word of the illness, longed for a miracle. Waited until death had occurred. Waited. Until there was no hope. At all.

Only when the situation was a complete impossibility, did Jesus show up on the scene.

On the outskirts of the city, Jesus was met with the heart wrenching, I-can-feel-your-pain guttural cry by Martha, “Lord if You had been here, my brother would not have died.” The other sister, Mary, uttered the exact words, guttural ache and all…. Can’t you just feel the pain reverberating from their question?

In their pain, it never occurred to them, even for a moment, that this Jesus, whom they sought in order to bring healing for their brother, would instead, raise him from the dead. That He would allow such tragedy as a vehicle to bring such glory. That He would risk being misunderstood and misjudged as uncaring, in order to grant them the gift of seeing God’s miraculous power first hand. On their behalf.  To be shared for all time – to encourage others in their “dead” and impossible circumstances.

Truly, I don’t know what has “died” in your life or how impossible it looks right now. But He knows. Has a marriage or a dream or a relationship died? Has a literal death occurred and your hopes for the future died as well? Maybe, like these two sisters, you’ve cried through tears, “Lord if You had been here.” Maybe you’ve reacted by turning your back on the One who loves you, hardening your heart as you’ve secretly cried, “Lord, how could You?” 

No judgement call here, I’ve done it myself a time or two or ten… I cried out as I buried two children and as I struggled through other chasm deep trials – some of my own making and some not…But in the end, I clearly see how He has faithfully used my pain, or done the impossible by bringing life out of a “dead” situation in my life as He walks me through it. Learning firsthand that if He has allowed “it”, He has a purpose and a plan for it and I can trust Him. And so can you dear one. So can you…

“If it is to be a great miracle, the condition is not difficulty, but impossibility.”

Streams in the Desert  10/14

Let’s pray –

Oh Father, I admit that I have thought, even if left unspoken, the words – “If You had been here…” I am ashamed at my lack of trust in You Father. When difficulties happen, what makes me think that You don’t have a plan? That You have lost control? That You can’t bring life from what has “died”? You are good and You are faithful…and You are for me… I love you. Regardless of my circumstances. In Jesus name, Amen

Written by Becky White for the Lord Jesus

Comfort My People

Comfort ye, comfort ye my people, saith your God. Isaiah 40:1

Though it’s been 20+ years ago, I remember that Monday morning like it was yesterday. Between homeschool co-op classes, I hurriedly walked down the hall of the crowded co-op lobby. As I directed my children to their next class, I spotted *a woman sitting alone on a lobby bench, reading a Bible. It caught my attention, so much so, that even though I was painfully shy, I stopped and sat down beside her. “What are you reading?” I asked with sincere interest.

Looking up from her weathered Bible, she pointed to the passage from 2nd Corinthians 1:3-5. “…He is the God of all Comfort, who comforts us in all our afflictions, so we may be able to comfort others with the comfort we have received from God….”

“Oh, yes!”  I said with enthusiasm. “That’s exactly what He’s teaching me!”

That exchange began a friendship that has spanned more than two decades. It all began with authentically sharing the pain (in all its horrid detail) of what we were walking through, and our prayer that God would somehow use it all for His glory. Use it all to encourage others in their walk of life. Life that is more often strewn with thorns than with rose petals.

Decades later, though our children are long-grown and gone, and there are no co-op classes to attend, we still meet together (usually over chips and salsa, rather than algebra and history books!) and talk about the pain of trials and real life, and what He has taught us through them. My friend and I both recognize that it’s been the pain of storms walked-through, that have enabled us to embrace the ability to offer genuine comfort. His comfort.

Because we have experienced the need of His comfort and finding Him sufficient, we now have the privilege of offering that comfort back to others.  

“To comfort others with the comfort we have received.”

I don’t know what you’re walking through today, or what miracle you’re praying for, but He knows. I pray that as my friend and I found His grace to be sufficient, and as we learned to find strength in Him alone, that you too, would find that same strength and you would be privileged by God to offer the comfort you have received, back to those He puts in your path.

God does not comfort us to make us comfortable, but to make us comforters.

-Dr. Jowett

The world is full of comfortless hearts, and ere thou art sufficient for this lofty ministry, thou must be trained. And thy training is costly in the extreme; for, to render it perfect, thou too must pass through the same afflictions as are wringing countless hearts of tears and blood. Thus thy own life becomes the hospital ward where thou art taught the Divine art of comfort. – Streams in the Desert

Father, Though I would much prefer not to have needed Your comfort and avoid the pain of life. It’s an honor to share the comfort I have received from You. From Your hand, to my heart and soul. Thank You Lord! Let me not waste this opportunity to honor You. In Jesus. Name, Amen

* Barb Albert (Thank you sister!)

Written by Becky White for the Lord Jesus

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Flawed Clay

I went down to the potter’s house and saw him working at the wheel. But the vessel that he was shaping from the clay became flawed in his hand; so he formed it into another vessel, as it seemed best for him to do. Then the word of the LORD came to me, saying, “O house of Israel, declares the LORD, can I not treat you as this potter treats his clay? Just like clay in the potter’s hand, so are you in My hand, O house of Israel.

Jeremiah 18:3-5   Berean Study Bible

As part of my night-time routine, I usually turn on the One Year Audio Bible and listen as I drift off to sleep. One particular night, as I listened and attempted to let go of the day’s headlines, I heard these words spoken by the prophet Jeremiah, “The vessel became flawed in his hands, so he formed it into another vessel.”

The words jolted me awake, and lingered in my heart as I drifted back to sleep. “Became flawed… formed into another vessel.”

Flawed Clay. That’s me all right.

It spoke so loudly to me that I awoke the next morning still absorbing its meaning. To me. I realize the Lord was specifically providing an illustration to the nation of Israel, yet we are always to ask the Lord how His Word applies to us as well.

How often I am that flawed lump of clay. Feeling like I’ve blown it or am of little use because of past failures or past wounds or lack of ability, etc. Yet, like that flawed lump of clay, He willingly puts me, puts us, back on the wheel, to reshape, rework and remold. Such patience and tender love as He reshapes these lumps of flawed clay.  His ability to take a mess and turn it to something beautiful is beyond me.

Have you ever felt like you’ve blown it? Gone too far? That maybe you’ve somehow missed God’s will for your life? Perhaps, like me, you have lost count at the number of times you’ve felt like that flawed vessel on the potter’s wheel. A lump of clay, marred by imperfections, feeling beyond use to the Lord or those around you. But. Oh how I love this…He reshapes, He snips and molds and personally reworks these lumps of clay into vessels of honor. Lives transformed by the Master’s hand, ready for use.

If you’ll let Me, I’ll use your trials to make you into someone I can use in the lives of others to show them that no matter where they’ve been, no matter how deep the hole, no matter how painful the trial, there’s hope. There is victory.

–        Kay Arthur

Father, I am so thankful…so grateful… that You are willing to rework and remold and cause this flawed vessel to be of use to You and Your Kingdom…for the glory of Your great name,  and in His matchless name – Jesus. Amen

Written by Becky White for my Lord Jesus

According to God’s Word, He is more than able to toss us back on the wheel and reshape us until we are all He created us to be. Let’s be willing to stay on the wheel and let Him do His work!

Are you an Actor?

Just some random thoughts ….

For out of the abundance of the heart his mouth speaks. Luke 6:45b ESV


Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within me. Psalm 51:10

For we are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand so that we would walk in them. Ephesians 2:10 LSB

Reactions cannot be manufactured. Any of us can “act” a certain way, but we can only re-act based on what’s already in our heart. Any of us can “act” or play the part of a God-honoring person, but our mouth and actions will betray us when we are in a situation where we only have time to react. As Jesus put it, “Out of the abundance of our heart, the mouth speaks.”

What comes out of our mouth when someone cuts us off in traffic or when we’re treated unfairly? When there’s no time to do anything but react, out of the overflow of our heart, our mouth and actions will speak what’s already in there. These situations don’t create our words and actions, they reveal what’s already there.

(If you’re not sure, ask your husband or wife or close friend, I bet they know!) I’ve heard it said that the “real us”, is exposed when we’re at home – not at church or even at work. At home, where we “let our hair down” so to speak.

This is also true when we go through trials. Most of us, who call ourselves Jesus followers, can talk a good faith-game and quote Scriptures, but what happens when tragedy strikes or betrayal comes or disappointment engulfs? Do we stagger in unbelief and accuse God of neglect, or assume we must be lacking in faith?

Or, do we give thanks in all things, in spite of the pain? Through tears and clenched teeth maybe, but are we able to express our faith in a sovereign God, even as we pour out our heart and pain to Him? Do we stand on the truth of His sovereignty or listen to the lie that the enemy has snuck past our heavenly Father and pulled a fast one on the Almighty? (As if!!)

Again, we can choose to act, but our reaction will pour forth from what’s already in our heart.

Hey, no condemnation here – this is convicting for me to even type. The Holy Spirit convicts us and allows the content of our heart to be exposed so it can be dealt with. Not to condemn us. To restore us. To continue the work He began at our moment of conversion. After all, we are His workmanship. Let’s allow Him to work.

Straight from Psalm 139, let’s pray –

Father, search me and know me. Try and test me Lord. Take from me anything not pleasing to You and reveal anything that I have left unsubmitted to You, Your Word and Your will. I am so glad You love me in the process. Cause me to grow in my relationship with You and closer to You. In Jesus mighty name, Amen.

For a more in-depth look at the topic, check out this link from GotQuestions.org.

Look Up

Give ear to my words, O Lord, Consider my meditation. Give heed to the voice of my cry, My King and my God, For to You I will pray. My voice You shall hear in the morning, O Lord; In the morning I will direct it to You, And I will look up.

Behold, I say to you, lift up your eyes and look at the fields, for they are already white for harvest!

I lift up my eyes to the hills. From where does my help come? My help comes from the LORD, the Maker of heaven and earth.…

Psalm 5:1-3 NKJ   John 4:35b NKJ   Psalm 121:1-2 Berean Standard Bible

Recently, during my, before-work-one-eye-on-the-clock Bible reading, the words “And I will look up,” penetrated my heart. Reading and rereading the phrase as I sipped my morning coffee, I pulled out my phone and took a snap-shot of the Bible page in front of me, with the intention of reading it again later. I knew the Lord had His finger on something ….

I can be so self-focused, and so distracted by all that impacts my little sphere of life. Distracted by the challenges before me, or the length of a trial, or the heartache of what-if thinking.  To my embarrassment, I can even be distracted by the blessings God has given me. Do you struggle with any of this too?

If you want to test how self-focused you are, try this. If shown a group photo that you’re a part of, whose face do you look at first? Yep. Me too. We’re a sad lot.

As the day slowed down and I had a chance to mull over His Word, I knew what He was telling me. Look away from myself, and my trials, and my difficulties, and yes, even from the blessings He’s given me. Leave them all on the table, and look up to Him. My God, my Savior and my King. Start there.

Then, as I look away from myself, and to God, He reminds me of the importance of looking at those He has placed around me. Consider their pain, and look at their challenges, and what they may be walking through. There is so much pain all around us. Many of those we bump up against, are trying desperately to appear as if they have it all together. As if any of us do. Some believe the enemy’s lie that their particular circumstance is the exception to God’s promises. Even beyond hope.

While we cannot wave the proverbial wand or remove another’s pain, what we can do is lead them to (or remind them of) The One who can do the impossible. Our God and King. The Lord, Maker of heaven and earth. And help them, to look up as well. Away from the pain or even blessing, to God Himself.

“If you look at the world, you’ll be distressed. If you look within, you’ll be depressed. If you look at God you’ll be at rest.”   

Corrie Ten Boom

Father, Please enable me to look up, away from all that distracts – to You. And to those You’ve put around me. For Your glory …. In Jesus’ name, Amen.

Written by Becky White for the Lord Jesus

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From Eating Cookies to Counting Calories

For we are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand that we should walk in them.  Ephesians 2:10 NKJV

I can do nothing on my own.  John 5:30aESV

I can do all things through him who strengthens me. Philippians s 4:13 ESV

And God is able to make all grace abound to you, so that having all sufficiency in all things at all times, you may abound in every good work. 2 Corinthians 9:8 ESV

You know the New Year is just around the corner when advertisements boomerang from images of whipped cream-topped hot cocoa and a mouthwatering cookie, to aisles of treadmills, ellipticals and tax prep packages. Yep, we’ve turned the corner from “The most wonderful time of the year” to a season marked by resolutions of weight loss, getting out of debt or ending a bad habit. A season that’s brimming with the determination to try harder, or take advantage of the clean slate in front of us. Yet, before we see Valentine candy on the store shelves, many of us are already filled with despair at our lack of ability or willpower to maintain the desired course correction. Or worse, peering into the future brings thoughts of hopelessness mingled with emotional bankruptcy.

I promise not to add to your list of what you must do or change or what you must do better in the coming year. No guilt trip here. What I will do is remind both of us of the foundational truth that we are all a broken, lost, hot-mess people, unable to change ourselves. Willpower, determination or positive thinking, will not (alone) do the trick, though those are definitely our allies in the process. As with the salvation of our soul, He alone is able to change us from the inside out, and enable us to become all He has planned for us.

That plan may include reevaluating our health (or lack of it), reevaluating relationships or how we spend our resources of time, talent and money. It most certainly includes an honest assessment of our relationship with Jesus Christ, the One who has provided our time, talent and treasure. What it doesn’t include is an end-of-our-rope striving to be better, do better and work harder to be “good-er” (as if…).

We can do nothing on our own, but we can do all things through Christ who gives us strength. We are His workmanship, His masterpiece. And as we see treadmills filling store aisles or popping up on our phone screens, refuse to despair. May they serve only as reminders that we are His workmanship. Rely on His wisdom, strength and ability to put His finger on areas of needed change and provide what’s needed to live out the life He has given us.

If you wait until you feel like taking action, you’ll never make progress.

Don Howe

Father, Please put Your finger on areas of my life that need changed or reevaluated. As I honestly acknowledge them, enable me to make whatever course corrections are necessary as I lean into You as my Strength to accomplish what I cannot. In Jesus’ name, Amen

Written by Becky White for the Lord Jesus

Audio only – A few thoughts on Psalm 55 (and the trials of life).

An audio only, short montage of thoughts on Psalm 55.

Cast your burden on the Lord and He will sustain you.

Hello friends! You usually find a written devo after the title, but today, I decided to do something a bit different. Though it’s totally unscripted and not at all polished, I pray you hear real life thoughts on God’s Word and how to authentically apply it to our lives.

*I may record more of these in the future, we’ll see how the Lord leads and what the response is (or isn’t).

In His service, Becky White