What’s Your Paper Trail Look Like?

For we walk by faith, not by sight [living our lives in a manner consistent with our confident belief in God’s promises]— 2 Corinthians 5:7 Amplified Bible

For our light and momentary affliction is producing for us an eternal weight of glory that is far beyond comparison. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.  – 2 Corinthians 4:17-18 Berean Standard Bible

The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit; a broken and a contrite heart, O God, You will not despise. Psalm 51:17

(Though this devo has a Christmas theme, the point was brought back to my mind recently so I thought I’d share it again) I pray it encourages you, no matter your paper-trail. Whether it’s stellar or grungy. He’ll use it all. IF we let Him.

Cracking eggs on the side of a large metal bowl, the young volunteer and I made small talk as we prepared breakfast for folks in need of a hot meal. Figuring we’d need about 18 dozen to feed everyone, our conversation carried on as we cracked, whipped and then cooked eggs, sausage and biscuits. In the midst of our serving, she mentioned how tired she was, so I asked, “Oh, do you have young children at home?” Assuming little ones were stealing away her night’s sleep.

Laughing out loud, she giggled, “No! I’m only 19!”

Now it was my turn to laugh, as I shared with her that by 19, I had already been married, divorced, had given birth to four children. I had also buried a daughter. That conversation opened the flood gates to share with her, how I came to know Jesus Christ as my Lord and Saviour. Often, when I share quick snippets of my story, I tell folks, “I don’t look good on paper.” By that I mean, if only the black and white facts of my life (paper) are known, it looks like a hot, depressing, , hopeless mess. But God.

But God used the tragedies thrust upon me, as well as those I thrust upon myself, to cause me to recognize my need for Him. And He continues to use the many trials of life to drive home the point that I am to walk by faith and not by sight. To live by faith in Him and His faithfulness, not my fickle emotions. That He is good, even when life hurts. And that the worst-case scenarios can happen simultaneously with Hope in Him flourishing.  In short, trust Him, no matter what things look like. Trust Him no matter the circumstance. Rely on the Truth of His Word rather than what we see with our eyes.

As we will soon prepare to celebrate the literal incarnation of God, through the physical birth of Jesus Christ, I am reminded that things are not always as they appear. Who would have ever thought, God would arrive on the scene in such a way? “On paper,” it appeared that He was born in an animal stable to a poor, unwed couple facing a crisis pregnancy. The world would say, a no body, born to no bodies, in the middle of nowhere. Yet, here we are today, over 2,000 years later, celebrating His birth. His birth that split history in two and sacrificial death that split the veil that separated a holy God from unholy, sinful folks like you and I. Today, He sits at the right hand of the throne of God.

Do you have a paper trail that includes challenges like addiction or abuse or prison or depression or regret?  I understand. Or maybe your paper trail is peppered with college degrees, ministry work, financial wealth or a “moral” life. While some of us are more spit-shined than others, we all stand in need of The Savior.

As I shared that day over a bowl of scrambled eggs – He saved me, and while life will always have challenges, He turned my mess into ministry, and now it’s my greatest honor to serve Him with my life, in whatever way He chooses. He has given me a new paper trail. If He can do it for me, He can do the same for you.

“In perplexities—when we cannot tell what to do, when we cannot understand what is going on around us, let us be calmed and steadied and made patient by the thought that what is hidden from us is not hidden from Him”

 — Frances Ridley Havergal

Father, Thank You for sending Your One and only Son, those 2,000 years ago. My Lord Jesus. Erasing what I had on paper and giving me Your sinless record instead. Astounding. I bow in awe of Your goodness and mercy! In Jesus’ name. Amen.

Written by Becky White for the Lord Jesus.

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By the Hand

 I took them by the hand and led them out of Egypt…

 I will bring you up out of the suffering and oppression of Egypt … to a land flowing with milk and honey…

Hebrews 8:9b AMPC    Exodus 3:17 AMP

I love to walk hand in hand with my husband, whether we’re power-walking trails at a nearby park or strolling through grocery store aisles. There’s something tender, personal and even “safe” about such a simple gesture. It also necessarily means that we are going away from, and then to, the same location, together.

In today’s Scripture reading we hear our Lord say this about His people, “I led them by the hand.” God, the Creator, Sustainer and Lord of all…”led them by the hand!” If that isn’t enough to blow our minds into face-to-the-floor worship, He goes on to say where He led them from, “Out of Egypt.” Let’s keep this simple. Egypt is B-A-D, full of emotional, physical and relational pain.

Though the ancient Israelites were in, and then led out of, a literal land of Egypt, you and I encounter our own versions of “Egypt” don’t we? The emotional ripping and tearing of abuse or addiction. The relational pain of pornography or divorce or loneliness. The physical challenges of our own illnesses or the searing pain of helplessly watching those we love suffer.

Beloved, He promises the same, for you and I.

Lord, enable me to find my security in You alone. Not in my spouse or children or career or bank account or service or ________, but in You alone. The utterly faithful One.

I will lead them.

By the hand.

Out of Egypt.

Our Sovereign God has not promised to whisk us away in a fairy-tale-esque escape plan. No. But He has promised to lead us out. To lead us through… step by challenging step. And miracle by miracle, if needed. Providing the manna of His Presence along the journey as He leads into our own land flowing with the milk and honey of joy in the midst of, peace in spite of. And blessing us with, “I’ve been where you are” compassion and empathy.  Handing us a testimony that shouts His great faithfulness that led us by the hand through the wilderness and out of our own Egypts, right into the promise land of fulfilling His purposes in us, and for us.

God is God. Because He is God, He is worthy of my trust and obedience. I will find rest nowhere but in His holy will, a will that is unspeakably beyond my largest notions of what He is up to.

Elisabeth Elliot

My Lord, Such tenderness and compassion You show through the promise to lead Your people (which includes me!!) by hand… out of my Egypt and into the promise land where I will testify of Your great faithfulness to restore and deliver. I love You beyond words. In Jesus’ name, Amen

 Written by Becky White for Jesus

Beyond Hope?

“I never expected to see your face again,” Israel (aka Jacob) said to Joseph, “but now God has let me see your children as well.”  Genesis 48:11 BSB

Against all hope, Abraham in hope believed… Romans 4:18a BSB

The situation looks hopeless. Feels hopeless. By all accounts, is hopeless. Have such thoughts ever gripped your heart? Is there a person or circumstance or trial – something that appears beyond even the hint of a miracle? Have you, like me, without even realizing it, begun the slide into there’s-no-way-this-will-ever-change thinking? Leaving our omnipotent God out of the equation in the process?

In my own life, I have a this-looks-hopeless situation that readily comes to mind. Well, to be totally honest, there are a few. But as our Lord would have it, while driving to work and listening to a sermon/podcast, I was stopped in my tracks. Both encouraged and convicted by a speaker’s message. He reminded the listeners how easy it is to slide into despair or hopelessness, when we forget the sovereignty of our all-powerful God and assume (privately) that He’s forgotten all about us. And when we allow our circumstances to dictate what we believe God is capable of. He also reminded us that we don’t have all the facts of any given situation, but God does. But often, we act like we know better. Or maybe it’s just me.

Are we willing to trust God when it “feels” like He’s forgotten us, or when life “feels” unfair or worst of all, when a situation looks and feels hopeless?

Oh, the speaker offered no magic-wand outcomes. The truth is, God may very well allow great trial into our lives… for extended periods of time. But He can be trusted to bring good out of all we (His children) face. There is hope, in even the most hopeless circumstance. So, let’s keep praying. Keep trusting. Keep singing His praises. Whatever the outcome He chooses for us, He is good and He is faithful.

Like Jacob in today’s Scripture, what expectation have you given up on? Let me encourage you not to despair. Hope against hope. I’m preaching to myself as I preach to you. Let’s hope, trust and then bow to the will of our God. Hopelessness is a lie of the enemy.

Let’s hope, trust and then bow to the will of our God

Becky White

Let me end with this; A young college student asked the renowned theologian, C.H. Spurgeon, “I’m having trouble understanding why bad things happen to some people, it doesn’t seem fair.” Spurgeon replied, “Young man, give God credit for knowing some things you don’t.”  Amen!

The lowest point in the tide is often the turning of the tide.

It’s always too early to throw in the towel.  – Philip De Courcy

Let’s pray…

Father God, please forgive me for my lack of trust in Your care and for limiting You, the Holy One. I lay my hopeless looking situations into Your hands and trust that You will do the impossible or walk me through the impossible. But may I not neglect to pray just because it looks and feels impossible. I love and worship You, in Jesus’ name. Amen.

Written by Becky White for the Lord Jesus

Light and Momentary?

For our momentary, light affliction is producing for us an eternal weight of glory far beyond all comparison. 2 Corinthians 4:17 NASB

For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us. Romans 8:18 ESV

You meant evil against me, but God meant it for good. Genesis 50:20a ESV

We all need a “Linda” in our life. Let me explain. In what now seems a lifetime ago, I walked through several simultaneous and horrific, as well as long lasting trials. Though I didn’t know “Linda” very well, I was desperate to share my struggles, so I asked her to pray for me. That began a lifetime of friendship that often included the above scene repeated over and over. She could have very easily felt sorry for me (she may have) and thus invited me to a pity party, or help me put on a badge of victimhood. She did neither. She may have reasoned, “This is a complete mess, how could I possibly help her?” Looking back, I’m sure I secretly wanted pity more than a Scripture reference. But true friends will not offer pity or haphazardly slap a Scripture band-aide on an open wound.

What my “Linda” did do was listen. Maybe she was really thinking about her shopping list, I don’t know, but she offered me a listening ear, rather than advice. She also purposefully found ways to encourage and offer practical help. The most important thing, the thing I found most difficult to hear is where I want to land. She spoke hard truth to me. Knowing that real answers to life’s hard questions are only found in God’s Word, that’s where she carefully, and stealthily pointed me. In fact, I have her name scrawled in my Bible next to the verses she so often spoke. One found in Romans and the other, in 2 Corinthians.

For our momentary, light affliction is producing for us an eternal weight of glory far beyond all comparison.

For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us.

With no magic wands in her back pocket, and unwilling to offer bumper sticker answers, she simply spoke His truth to me. Truth that reminded me that in His hands, there is purpose to my pain, and there is an end that will far outweigh the suffering. Admittedly, I would not have described my challenges as light or momentary. But that Biblical description helped me put pain in perspective. God’s perspective. And the knowledge that He was indeed using the pain to produce something in me, gave purpose to what seemed purposeless.

And so, I offer the same to you… no magic wands, just the Truth of His Word. Stand on it, trust in it and lean on Him as He walks with you through to the other side of whatever trial you’re facing. I am sorry for your pain, but I also know first-hand that He is able to make all things new and use the vilest circumstance for our good and His glory.

“The real problem is not why some pious, humble, believing people suffer, but why some do not.”

C.S. Lewis

Father, help me have Your perspective on all that comes my way. I praise You Lord for Your great faithfulness, regardless of what circumstances bring. I know You are at work. In Jesus’ mighty name, Amen.

Written by Becky White for the Lord Jesus

P.S. Thank you Linda.

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Who Do You Say He is?

He (Jesus) says to them, “But whom do you pronounce Me to be?”  And Simon Peter answering said, “You are the Christ, the Son of the living God.” Matthew 16:15-16 Berean Literal Bible

He (Jesus) said to them, “But who do you say that I am?” Matthew 16:15 NKJV

God highly exalted Him, and bestowed on Him the name which is above every name, so that at the name of Jesus every knee will bow, of those who are in heaven and on earth and under the earth, and that every tongue will confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father. Philippians 2:9-11 ESV

“Who do you say that I am?” Recently, as I’ve thought through this pointed question Jesus posed to His disciples, the word, “say,” seemed to lift off the page. Holding that specific word up to the light and allowing the question to penetrate my own heart, I wondered how I would answer the Lord Jesus and, what do I say to those around me, about who Jesus is?

Of course, I agree with Peter, but beyond that, who do I say Jesus is? With my lips, I often speak of His goodness and great faithfulness and His sovereign control over all things.  I speak of His ability to walk us through the jagged valleys of real life, and the comforting truth of His ability to cause all things to work together for our good and His glory. I boldly sing (admittedly, off-key) that He is the Way Maker, our Solid Rock and Mighty Fortress. Confessing that He is our Provider and Sustainer.

The probing question the Lord brings to my heart (and now yours) is this; does my life reflect who I say Jesus is? What happens when I bump up against no paycheck, illnesses, the grip of anxiety, or betrayal or deep disappointment? Can others see His great faithfulness displayed in my life, despite tragedy or loss? Is my profession backed up by my life’s actions and reactions? I must admit, not always. But I want it to be.

Does my life reflect who I say Jesus is?

Back to the beginning. I say that Jesus Christ is God made flesh, who came to die for my sin debt. He my Redeemer, my Lord and my God. I have experienced Him as my Comforter, my Rock and High Tower and my Strength in times of trouble.

What about you? Who do you say Jesus is? Do you need to start where Peter did, acknowledging that He is the Christ, the Son of the living God? Do you know Jesus as the Comforter because He’s comforted you in a crisis? Do you know Him as Sustainer because He’s sustained you through years-long trials? Do you know Him as Healer, as He’s healed your heart, your marriage, your soul or your body?

Who do you say Jesus is?

Let’s pray…

Lord Jesus, You are Lord of Lords and King of Kings, and You are my Savior. My sustainer, my Provider and my God. Cause my words to match my life, in honor to You and for Your glory. In Jesus’ holy name I pray, Amen.

Written by Becky White for the Lord Jesus

Audio Only – Isaiah 45:2

Trials and God’s Provision

Though it’s totally unscripted and not at all polished, I pray you hear real life thoughts on God’s Word and how to authentically apply it to our lives.

In His service, Becky White

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Redeemed

“Behold, I am the LORD, the God of all flesh; is there anything too difficult for Me?”

– Jeremiah 32:27

Let the redeemed of the LORD say so, Whom he hath redeemed from the hand of the enemy.

Psalm 107:2

Several years ago, I had the honor of speaking at the Westerville Area Resource Ministry’s (W.A.R.M.) annual Prayer breakfast. I was asked to simply, “Share your story.” The room was brimming with pastors and ministry leaders, as well as the mayor of Westerville. I was keenly aware that my only qualification to speak to the crowd before me was the Lord Jesus Christ and what He had so graciously accomplished in my life. No diplomas on the wall or letters after my name. So, with knees shaking but a heart bursting with gratitude, I stepped up and shared with authenticity, my story of His redemption, for a wretch like me.

My prayer was to do that in such a way that those much more “qualified” than I would be moved to worship the One who gave His life for each of us. To recognize that the ground is level at the foot of the Cross (to borrow from Billy Graham). That included those whose story is nothing like mine or those whose story paralleled my own. We are all in need of The Savior, Jesus Christ.

I am sharing this 20 min video with you today, because today, May 14th, marks the day I gave my life to Christ, 45 years ago.

It’s my continued prayer that the Holy Spirit uses it to to encourage those who are praying for someone who is far from Christ (can you say, hot-impossible-mess?) or if you yourself are that hot-impossible-mess. He is more than able to redeem and restore. Anyone. Never stop praying.

20 minute video of my story (It begins at apprx the 37 min mark.)

In His service and for His glory… Becky White

When the Sea Doesn’t Part

[Urged on] by faith the people crossed the Red Sea as [though] on dry land…

Because of faith the walls of Jericho fell down after they had been encompassed for seven days [by the Israelites].

Others had to suffer the trial of mocking and scourging and even chains and imprisonment. They were stoned to death; they were lured with tempting offers [to renounce their faith].

And all of these…won divine approval by [means of] their faith…

Hebrews 11:29a-30, 36-37,39a AMPC

Sometimes, our faith in the Lord and His Word parts the Red Sea of impossible situations. Sometimes our faith in Him causes the Stone Wall of adversity to crumble at our feet. Talk about mountain-top, arms lifted in praise and worship outcomes! I like that kind of faith outcome, don’t you? And if I’m honest, that’s what I expect as an outcome of faith. Isn’t that the point of faith? To change our circumstances? Maybe.

Recently, while reading the New Testament book of Hebrews, I stopped in my mental tracks as I read and reread chapter eleven.  My eyes lingered on the almost too-familiar verses in this “hall of fame” chapter on Biblical faith giants. I could almost hear the STOP, and REWIND sound effects in my mind as my fingers traced the words. Tucked into this list of faith-walkers were others, whose faith outcome included words like “suffer” and “trials” and “imprisonment.” Holding those verses up to the light and talking to the Author of those words, I asked how this could be. Is it possible that authentic, Biblical faith can produce such an outcome?

Yes. It seems that sometimes, faith in God and His Word don’t necessarily lead to miraculous intervention. But instead to an ever-deepening trust (faith) in Him, regardless of the outcome. A level of trust that looks the vilest circumstance directly in the eye and still says, “Lord, I trust You. I have no idea how this will end, but I know You are faithful and worthy of my trust. You have promised to cause all things to work together for good for those who love You and are called according to Your purpose.”  

Over the years, I have faced seas that did not part, and walls that did not miraculously come down. I bet you have too. Yet, it was during those bitter-sweet times that I experienced the presence of God unlike any other. Rather than my circumstances changing, He chose to change me, and draw me into a closer relationship with Him out of sheer necessity. Have you found that true in your life?

It’s in those dark moments that we have a choice to make – will we hold Him tight, even as the tears fall, and choose to trust Him? The famed preacher, C.H. Spurgeon once said, “To trust God in the light is nothing – to trust Him in the dark, that is faith.” Is there is a circumstance casting a shadow of darkness over you, or someone you love? Even if through tears, will you choose to trust Him? Whatever the outcome? No matter what it looks like, He has a plan and purpose for all He allows to graze your life.

To trust God in the light is nothing – to trust Him in the dark, that is faith.

C.H. Spurgeon

Father, though my heart longs for a miracle, I love You more than any desired outcome. Help me rest in Your faithful goodness, even as I continue to pray in simple faith. In Jesus’ name, Amen.

Written by Becky White for the Lord Jesus

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Look Up

Give ear to my words, O Lord, Consider my meditation. Give heed to the voice of my cry, My King and my God, For to You I will pray. My voice You shall hear in the morning, O Lord; In the morning I will direct it to You, And I will look up.

Behold, I say to you, lift up your eyes and look at the fields, for they are already white for harvest!

I lift up my eyes to the hills. From where does my help come? My help comes from the LORD, the Maker of heaven and earth.…

Psalm 5:1-3 NKJ   John 4:35b NKJ   Psalm 121:1-2 Berean Standard Bible

Recently, during my, before-work-one-eye-on-the-clock Bible reading, the words “And I will look up,” penetrated my heart. Reading and rereading the phrase as I sipped my morning coffee, I pulled out my phone and took a snap-shot of the Bible page in front of me, with the intention of reading it again later. I knew the Lord had His finger on something ….

I can be so self-focused, and so distracted by all that impacts my little sphere of life. Distracted by the challenges before me, or the length of a trial, or the heartache of what-if thinking.  To my embarrassment, I can even be distracted by the blessings God has given me. Do you struggle with any of this too?

If you want to test how self-focused you are, try this. If shown a group photo that you’re a part of, whose face do you look at first? Yep. Me too. We’re a sad lot.

As the day slowed down and I had a chance to mull over His Word, I knew what He was telling me. Look away from myself, and my trials, and my difficulties, and yes, even from the blessings He’s given me. Leave them all on the table, and look up to Him. My God, my Savior and my King. Start there.

Then, as I look away from myself, and to God, He reminds me of the importance of looking at those He has placed around me. Consider their pain, and look at their challenges, and what they may be walking through. There is so much pain all around us. Many of those we bump up against, are trying desperately to appear as if they have it all together. As if any of us do. Some believe the enemy’s lie that their particular circumstance is the exception to God’s promises. Even beyond hope.

While we cannot wave the proverbial wand or remove another’s pain, what we can do is lead them to (or remind them of) The One who can do the impossible. Our God and King. The Lord, Maker of heaven and earth. And help them, to look up as well. Away from the pain or even blessing, to God Himself.

“If you look at the world, you’ll be distressed. If you look within, you’ll be depressed. If you look at God you’ll be at rest.”   

Corrie Ten Boom

Father, Please enable me to look up, away from all that distracts – to You. And to those You’ve put around me. For Your glory …. In Jesus’ name, Amen.

Written by Becky White for the Lord Jesus


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Wounds that Heal


Can he have followed far who has no wound nor scar? – Amy Carmichael

…to bestow on them a crown of beauty instead of ashes, the oil of joy instead of mourning, and a garment of praise instead of a spirit of despair. They will be called oaks of righteousness, a planting of the LORD for the display of his splendor. – Isaiah 61:3

…In my distress I cried out to the LORD; yes, I prayed to my God for help. He heard me from his sanctuary; my cry to him reached his ears. – Psalm 18:6 NLT

You have turned my mourning into joyful dancing. You have taken away my clothes of mourning and clothed me with joy. Psalm 30:11 NLT

All of us have scars or wounds of some kind. Some visible to the outside world and some not. It’s part of being human. The real question is, what do we do with those wounds? Or rather, what do we allow them to do to us? And will we let them go to waste?

As of this writing, nearly 45 years ago, (May 14th 1980) at about 6:20 am … My three- day-old baby girl died, exhaling her last, precious breath.

Tracing the memory back in my mind’s eye, I can still smell the fragrance of her newborn baby skin and the softness of her delicate hands and fingertips as they curled around my finger. The tragedy and guttural pain of that day is seared in my mind and memory – leaving a scar as real as any branding iron. Her short life ended in part due to my drug use and poor nutrition – and being barely 15 years old, I gave little thought to the life growing inside me. The pain of her death was made even worse because of the guilt I felt in her passing. I vividly recall holding her now lifeless body and whimpering through tears, “Look what I’ve done…” There are no words to describe the anguish a parent feels when a child dies, which is magnified beyond measure when our actions were part of that outcome.

I share that very personal and deeply painful memory because through her death, I cried out to God in desperation. And He heard my cry .

He hears your cries as well.

Desperation is a gift that comes wrapped in pain.


The nurses were so kind to allow me time alone in a room with a rocking chair, and my precious little one, who I named Tiffany Anne. In that room, I held her, rocked her and cried. Buckets of tears. Finally, I told God, “If You’re really there, and I’m not so sure You are … but if You are… would You help me? Wherever she is, I want to be someday and I don’t know how to get there ...”

45 years ago, I surrendered my life to Jesus Christ. I had no idea what I was doing, but our God is true to His Word, He promises that if we seek Him with our whole heart, we will find Him. I found Jesus Christ alone in a hospital room at Children’s hospital, as I cradled my little one.


While there were no magic wands to wave away the series of bad choices I had already made, or would continue to struggle with for years to come – He has faithfully walked with me through it all. Walking out in real life the Truth that He does indeed “Cause all things to work together for our good and His glory.” Romans 8:28. And as C.S. Lewis so accurately put it, “God, who foresaw your tribulation, has specially armed you to go through it, not without pain but without stain.”


As you and I struggle through our own wounds-that-heal scenarios – I’m reminding you as I remind myself – He is no less faithful today as He was 45 years ago… Not to necessarily remove our trials but to walk us through them. And wonder of wonders, if placed in His hands, bring good from them along the way. To bring beauty from the ashes.

You intended to harm me, but God intended it for good to accomplish what is now being done, the saving of many lives.

Genesis 50:20 NIV


My Father, Your ability to turn ashes into beauty is beyond words. You enable Your children to walk through the fire of trials and emerge without even a hint of smoke. Astounding. I worship You in the beauty of Your holiness. In Jesus’ name, Amen.

Written by Becky White for the Lord Jesus.

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